Losing is never a fun outcome in poker. You can certainly learn something from a losing session, but you rarely walk away with a smile on your face after cashing out for less than you came with. However, it is debatable on what kind of losing is the worst. Some believe being card dead all night is the worst way to lose. Others think it is always having second best at showdown. Another line of thinking is playing well and feeling like you made good decisions, but ultimately not winning at the end that is the worst way to lose.
Being card dead is certainly the most boring way to lose as you never get to even be involved in pots. Yet, for me, the worst way to lose is always coming in second, even when having big hands. That is what happened to me last night. I certainly could have played a little better on one particular hand, which I will discuss in a moment, but for the most part I think the night played out exactly as it was going to no matter what I had done.
My regularly weekly tournament in Weatherford started off pretty well. In the first 20 minutes I had turned my starting stack of $5,500 into $11,500 thanks to one specific hand. I had K-2 of hearts in middle position and with the two blinds and one call in front of me, I just called and another player behind also limped. We ended up going to a flop and getting two hearts. It checked to me and I decided to take a check and see what happens approach. It ended up checking behind as well and we saw a black card on the turn. It checked again to me, so I elected to bet half the pot and see who was interested in winning. Three players, one of them being the guy behind me, called, and the river was a third heart, giving me the second nuts. It checked to me again and I made a bet that was nearly the size of the pot. The guy behind me thought about it for a little bit and made it look like he was going to raise. Ultimately he just called and another player in early position also called. I flipped over the second nuts and won the pot, putting me in a very comfortable position early in the tournament.
And that is where the wheels came off. About 20 minutes later I was in the small blind and had 3-4 off-suit. After a few callers it came back to me and I decided I would complete the blind bet and see a flop. It would have to be something like two pair, three of a kind, or an open-ended straight draw for me to be committed to it though. Lo and behold, the flop came J-4-3 with two hearts. I flopped bottom two pair. Being first to act, I had two legitimate options open to me. I could take a check-call mentality and see what develops, or I could be the aggressor and make bets that were small enough to not inflate the pot. I decided to take the aggressive approach and see if I could maintain control of the hand.
I bet about a third of the pot and was called by the big blind and a player in middle position, who is Danny and known to be a loose cannon. Whenever Danny has any parts of a board he will make pot-sized bets, whether it is bottom pair with a backdoor draw or an open-ended straight draw. You are never quite sure how strong he is, but normally when he receives a little pushback he will let it go.
The turn was the king of spades, giving us a board of J-4-3-K with two hearts and two spades. Again I bet, and this time it was about half the size of the pot. With so many draws out there I didn't want to give a free card, but maybe since I had received two calls on the flop I should have slowed down. The big blind again called my bet and Danny, who was now last to act, made a raise. He bumped my bet up about four times what it was.
I thought for quite awhile about what to do. Normally if you are holding bottom two pair and after making two bets, somebody who shows that much aggression should be your cue to step out of the way. However, as I mentioned before, Danny likes to make big bets when he is holding weaker hands. I truly felt I was ahead of him at the moment. He may have a pair with a flush draw or some other drawing hand, but I didn't put him on a set or a better two pair. Maybe he lucked into two pair with K-J and he was trying to get the flush draws out, but I honestly felt I was still in the lead.
The biggest problem was I wasn't taking the big blind into account. He had only called both of my bets and I didn't think he was as strong as me. So after a lot of thought about whether to just call or push it all in against the aggressive player, I elected the all in approach. This is when it got interesting. The big blind then called the all in, which he had the least amount of chips of everyone. Danny decided the pot was big enough for him to also call, so he came along. I had both players covered.
It turns out the big blind had J-3 for a higher two pair and Danny was holding Q-10 for an open-ended straight draw. At least my one read about Danny was correct. The river was an ace, giving him his straight and he won the entire pot. While it wasn't the outcome I wanted, I still was sitting on about $5,000 in chips and was back at basically a starting stack.
About 10 minutes later I was dealt A-Q suited when the blinds were $100-200. With one player ahead of me calling, I made it $700 and was called by three players total. The flop came ace high and I made a continuation bet of $1,100. It folded around and I won the pot. The very next hand I was dealt A-J off-suit. I took the same line, only this time making my raise $600 since nobody had called yet. The button initially only called $200, not realizing I had raised. After correcting him, he decided to add the extra $400. The blinds also called the raise. The flop came J-4-4 rainbow. The blinds checked to me and I bet $1,100 again. This time I got one caller, the button.
The turn was a six, putting two diamonds on the board. The pot now had $4,600. I was cautiously optimistic I was beating his jack, since the more likely suspects to have a four were one of the blind players, but since they both had folded I figured I was still leading. My opponent held approximately $3,200 and I didn't want to run him off. So I figured a bet of $1,600 would be fine and that would give him about $1,600 on the river. He did call and the river was a five. The final board was J-4-4-6-5 with no flush.
I still figured to be in the lead as I thought my opponent would be holding K-J, Q-J, or J-10. I figured I would show a little weakness at the end and let him make a bet. I checked and he went all in. After I quickly called he showed 4-5 suited, for a full house, not that he needed the five to hit since he was way ahead with his three fours on the flop.
So that was two poorly played hands where I didn't correctly value my opponents hand. With only $1,600 remaining I waited it out and went all in near the end of the rebuy period after hitting an ace on the flop while holding A-7. I was called by two players and figured to be out-kicked, but it turned out I was ahead. One opponent held second pair and the other had A-6. However, the turn was a six and I had to rebuy.
The first hand after rebuys were over I was dealt pocket sevens. After one player limped from early position, I decided to just see if I could hit a set on the flop and not get overly aggressive with my sevens. The dealer also called and the blinds completed and checked. With blinds at $150-300, we had $1,500 in the pot. The flop was K-7-4 rainbow and I was ready to be back in this tournament. The blinds checked, as did the early position limper. I bet $600 because I knew nobody had kings since they would have raised pre-flop. I didn't want to run anybody off. The button called, the blinds both folded, and the early position limper called. The turn was a jack, making the board K-7-4-J.
To my surprise, the early limper bet $1,200. Shane is a tight, passive player and I should have probably been a little more wary of this bet, but with third set and the only draw to be afraid of being 5-6, I still felt pretty confident I was sitting pretty with the best hand. I had started the hand with $5,000. After the $300 pre-flop call and the $600 flop bet, I was sitting on $4,100. If I just called I would have $2,900 remaining. After the turn bet of $1,200 from the early limper, the pot now had $4,500. My call would put it at $5,700.
I could either call to induce the button to also call, or I could push all in and I figured the opponent in early position would likely call since it would have been $2,900 in a pot of $8,600. He would be getting nearly 3 to 1 on his money and probably calls with either a king or jack. I decided to push it at that moment.
The button folded and Shane instantly called, flipping over pocket jacks for a higher set. That was the end of my night and I decided I didn't want to wait around for the cash game to start. Maybe I am losing these hands no matter what line I take, but I really felt like I could have done much better, especially after having such a great starting stack early in the tournament.